life is beautiful - introduction

AtakToS SwatHunt m@XXray’s

those who know me, might have heard about it, seen it and wondered that what is it? the story behind this name goes way back when i was in the third year of my college life. it was the worst time of life when i screwed up things real bad for which i have been paying constantly. but than nothing in this world happens without a sequence of incidents and nothing is this world happens without outcome. the story of my life is full of incidents, actions or i must say careless actions, a lazy approach, sense of fear, a bit of a luck (good or bad, i have no idea),  feeling of loss and “who gives a fuck? & how does it matter?” attitude.

i grew up in a typical or not so very typical bundelkhandi or better to say indian fashion. forced to study as much as possible, except a couple of hours to play and if someday you don’t study for an hour or so you loose your sporting hours. i don’t blame anyone for it, it is only the national mentality, remember “padoge likhoge to banoge nawab, kheloge kudoge to banoge kharab”. i have been raised in a typical “to grow up to be an aspiring and proud clerk”. most of the guys of my generations have been. job “naukri” is everything, it is the best thing one can do in his life. secure your life for a monthly payment and than think of something else; might be a small business and if  “bhagwan ne chaha aur kismat ne sath diya to chal bhi jaayega”

it’s a similar mentality of respective parents of all of my friends and people of my age group; such as “bhagat singh must be born again but in neighbor’s family”. lord macale designed the new education system and corrupted the old one; so that the british find what they needed most to rule a country as large as india perfectly and peacefully; the clerks.

our politicians maintained the same process to make more puppets who would do clerical work with satisfaction. you don’t believe me; look at the top; even the top brass – the indian administrative services also produce officer-clerks; just keep following what a dumb ass asks to do. indian institute of technology does produce some brains but they become nri (non reliable indians) soon. and indian institute of management produces clerks who speak in fluent english and work for multinationals. and in india the research is considered bad; people consider scientists as psycho or insane guys. so basically we are not innovating as much we must and mostly our innovation and achievements  often come with the help of other countries.

the clerks; are the reason we are far from being a super-power even after 62 years of independence; i know that most of you won’t agree with me and say that it helped india to develop in a peaceful manner. and i am gonna ask you; “do you really think that having more business minded great businessmen rather than the people who finds being in job wouldn’t have helped india to prosper as a super-power-house ?”

just before we move on there is something else i wanna take a look upon – politics & our politicians; when we talk about our country – “100 mai se 95 baiman fir bhi mera desh mahan” is one of the most common phrases. people often say that these politicians are screwing up the country. now for a moment let’s consider this; a country needs someone to run it be it a dictator or a politician. obviously, dictatorship is no good; when there is too much of power in one person’s hand it tends to corrupt and misuse it. which means we need a bunch of politicians; people who must be better than the mango people but none of us wants to occupies the positions; some too busy in their own lives and others feels they are not up-to the task. here i got something to ask everyone – why to crib when you don’t have balls to do what is necessary; what needs to be done. and when you can’t /don’t do it..stop complaining or start doing it right now; yahi hai jindgi jeene ka dusra tareeka..remember the message conveyed in rang de basanti.

just in case when i say clerk, i don’t only mean to talk about the clerks we all know but also anyone who is afraid to try out new things and wants to live on a pattern. sadly, most of the engineers or scientist produced in india are also equivalent to these clerks.

if you don’t agree with it, i don’t concur with you and if you think otherwise than perhaps we have a similar mindset; interesting enough..isn’t it ? i will write more about all these things; politics,education system, war, india and all other things which bother me.

anyways i was talking about myself and the point is for a fact i know that i am not meant to be in a job; sweating out to make money for someone who is spending his time in a page-three party at the same time; though i am educated for the same…:|

i am gonna write about my childhood, school life, college life, my family, my friends and my professional life soon; but than this not an easy job and it’s gonna take some time. so keep watching for the similar topic posts. ohh yeah, i will explain the idea, reason and logic behind the first line of this blog-post as well…